My Mysterious Side

As for my first blog post I am going to go ahead and write about my mysterious side.

Being mysterious is just one of the characteristics that I have.

I'm not much of a people person but when I drink alcohol it seems to open me up.

I always wondered why this happens.

So I investigated and found out that serotonin levels rise while drinking alcohol for a little while making us feel happy and more open. Thus feeling euphoric for the first 10- 15 min of drinking. But then the levels drop making us feel worse than our mood before drinking alcohol.

But before this happens my mood is in this state where I am anti-social. I don't spark up a conversation first. And don't open up like most people do. Hence, making me impossible or even difficult to understand.

And because of this mood people don't know much about me. I may even think sometimes that people don't care about me when really they do. I even become secretive where I hide my feelings or what I am planning to do for the day.

Also, I show my emotions towards things. And usually my emotion is sadness. But for the most part I'm okay for now for who I am but becoming more open can be a challenge I would like to conquer in the future.